"i was locked in my room with the lights off wrapped in a blanket, crying, and then you came in, stopped, stared for a while and started sobbing. i started sobbing too because i didn't want you to be sad so you stopped and came in and lied next to me saying "it's okay, it's okay". you started singing me "asleep" while combing my hair and i fell asleep while i was hugging you. at some point i remember saying "our love can make disaster fade away" but i don't remember at which circumstances it was"

- you can sing me to asleep anytime.
- i can't sing. but i'll sing it for you.
- you will?
- anytime.


so i have to say that today as a really lousy day and my head aches a freaking lot because of that but well, tomorrow is another day, i guess. and also, i got to "talk" with alissa and that was super awesome. i'm going to bed now because i can't stand being here any longer.
"When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
With the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
You were there and possibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope, but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go, let it go

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope, but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go, let it go

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope, but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go, let it go"
and i'm also watching the vma and i have to confess that i love seeing gaga as a dude. fact.
and also i updated my dailybooth but i just feel stupid about it.
so, another day and still no pottermore email. yes, i have already accepted the fact that that website just hates me. forever a muggle.

eu agora tenho um dailybooth. rawr


you say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains;
you say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines;
you say that you love the wind, but you close your window when the wind blows;
this is why i am afraid. you say that you love me too.
- william shakespeare 


If i knew that you could hear me i would say "our fingerprints don't fade in the lives that we touched".



they held each other and kissed and pushed each others' darkness into the corner, believing in each other's light, each other's dream.

i want to walk on the street with a cup of coffee. book under my arm, warm coat and a cup of coffee. and a hat. and a scarf. and spending the afternoons reading on starbucks or on some random local cafe. and living on a loft with a huge couch reading "wuthering heights" while making tea. and going to topshop and some pubs to watch football. and eating fish and chips and probably don't liking it. speaking with the family on skype. missing home but not waiting to come back because all we need is there. meet a nice guy. fall in love. and again, and again. catch snow flakes with our tongues and then yell at the weather for always being so sad but yet so perfect. dance in the rain and come home soaking wet and lie by the fireplace to warm up while watching movies on tv. being all independent and never feeling that we just don't belong. spending days on the park reading and eating ice cream during the few days when it's sunny. to sum up: being happy for one. and always having each other's backs.
- mini
hello again, friend of a friend, i knew you when our common goal was waiting for the world to end
if there's one thing i learned in this world is that coffee makes everything better
you know what sucks? having only one way out to finally fix the shit that is your life and watching it fade away in front of your eyes. yea, that sucks
ás vezes esqueço-me que tenho um blog.